an act of faith against the night
Language: English
Angst Car Sex Character Study Codependency Completed Emotional Sex Explicit Sexual Content Grief/Mourning Hurt/Comfort Obsession Rough Sex noted
Publisher: archiveofourown.org
Published: Feb 12, 2021
Season 3 fic. Sam dealing with Dean's deal coming due in the way only the Winchesters know how: by fucking each other raw and repressing their feelings. Both filthy and sad. Perfect combo.
Description:
When Dean kisses him again, he tastes like Sam's tears.
"I hate you," Sam whispers into Dean's mouth, still trying to get Dean to fuck him faster. No one should ever love this much. "It's your fault, this is your fault."
Dean gave him this, everything that Sam never wants to lose, and now Dean's just going to tear it all away. He's going to throw himself away, like he's nothing, if Sam can't save him.
(Angsty porn set sometime in Season 3. In lieu of actually talking things out, Sam and Dean have a lot of sex. Sometimes, like now, Sam breaks down.)