Lamb and Martyr

Dira Sudis (dsudis)

Language: English

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Publisher: archiveofourown.org

Published: Jun 1, 2015

Words: 40044
Notes:

i have really liked a few fics by this author in the past, but this was both meh and cringe for me. i've never read a male lead that feels more woman-coded than steve in this, and i just. didn't like it. the writing itself was mostly fine to good, but this just isn't my kink, or at least it wasn't explored in a way i found satisfying. this literally ends with basically the entire avengers team walking in on bucky "raping" steve and it made me want to shrivel up and die on behalf of everyone involved. a shame because i really love the idea of exploring bucky's trauma through sexual dysfunction and some of the darker, tastier aspects of that. but this was just not it for me.

Ch.: 5
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Relationship: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Rimming, Sex Toys, Cuddling, Snuggling, HYDRA Trash Party, Under-negotiated Kink, BDSM, Aftercare, Kink Negotiation, Not Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie) Compliant, Rape Recovery, Subdrop, hydratrashmeme, Rape Roleplay, unsafe kink, Top Drop, Learning curve, They get better, Steve's Sexual Orientation Is Double Dog Dare, Complicated Consent, Bucky's Broken Dick
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rated: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
tropes: canon divergent
keywords: rape roleplay, sexual dysfunction, consensual but not particularly sane, sex & trauma
date: Nov 9, 2024
rating: 2.5
heat: high

Description:

"You could, though," Steve said. "If you were willing to hurt me."